sunday night's dream

I dreamt I was supposed to do something, something with a boat, and so I needed to put down a deposit for it, using a credit card.. this boat was a huge cargo ship, and there was a deadline, but the problem of the deadline was there was a huge storm with huge swells and overwhelmingly rough seas.. and there was no way to dock this huge ship.. I was thinking all along the way about the music for "I am a whale" for a project I was thinking of working on.

Because of the stormy seas I was naturally delayed, but what could I do? There was nothing to fight against due to the fact, one can not fight against the weather, one has to wait it out.. no point in being frustrated either...The seas were nearly black and the boat was being tossed about, but the only thing I could do was stay on a steady course at sea until there was an opening for docking and delivering my cargo. All the while when I was out at land and yet navigating the ship at the same time, I was observing from outside of the situation. And people would come up to me and say how brave I was.. and one said it was like personally getting out there and swimming with the sharks.

Still waiting it out I guess..


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Next dream just under the situation of a nap (I do need those!) I was dreaming I was working very hard under the day and when I got home, I took off my head (as though even my body was removable.. like some kind of costuming) and then I noticed something and it was a little star-like creature attached to my head.. it was like sea life.. very fine and transparent but also light and feathery like a baby jellyfish but with the tendrils like a barnacle..and it took a look at it, and it was hovering there over my head, from my physical body.. and I had to ask it, had it been there all along? And I motioned it over to me, standing in front of a mirror, and it could be seen along with my "real body" or other body.. and it was like an iceberg in the sense that even though it had a physical presence it had invisible physical presence.. hyper dimensional with its dimensions stretching into various places, both physical and not apparently physical. And it finally after I spoke to it it answered me.. and was like a pair of lips whispering in my ear, which were not as seen as its barnacle feathers opened and closed like speaking lips.. and it said.. "I want to be with you.." and then it's invisible tendrils grabbed me all over my nerves and said "I like being with you..it feels nice here"

I won't get into the other details though.. but when I woke up or about to wake up, it was like I was growing wings or something.. like this creature was a "halo" over my head and it's merging with my astral, physical, hyper dimensional body was creating me to grow differently.. but the sensation of sprouting wings was both pleasing and uncomfortable at the same time. And now it feels like my senses are under constant attack of sensations.. vibrations, which previously were there, but I am becoming even more aware of.

This doesn't explain however this constant need to move the top mattress back every night until last night where I FELT that mattress move right under me.. making it difficult to sleep...if this is a sign I'm in trouble.. please someone let me know.