Oh Death!

There is nothing more than life until it ends, we see it end centimeter by centimeter increments, so slow and subtle it goes beyond our collective perceptions.

It is claimed that we all collectively begin to die as soon as we are born, but this is just an awareness of the fact that we are so fragile in our attachment to this world in the beginning.

I saw a disturbing video just now, one I thought was worth while to post here; not because I want to harm anyone or shock anyone, and not that its not a commonly seen or remembered thing. We all collectively know that animals are being caught and caged, slaughtered and raised for food or fur or leather of what have you for a huge profit, in some cases "pet" animals as in the case seen in China a number of years ago. Although I had pointed out the suffering of fur is just that, someone pointed out that the suffering that occurs with a "pet" animal, raised to trust humans is all the more. Even still wild animals are skinned alive, still looking up at the camera and the skinner.

What are we in the face of this? Who are we? Do we collectively just say its OK? Is this the cause of our own suffering?



Upon the sight of the fox or wolf (I didn't really look because I had to avert my eyes) I immediately saw that this could not only happen to a human, but an innocent human, such as my own son, or someone's baby and that I could not differentiate a feeling to distinguish an emotional difference, and my only safety factor was that I was looking at a video, that it had happened already and that it wasn't my baby.

And yet there are people who will say "it is women and their obsession with fur coats that has caused this, those women are responsible!!!!" Hardly! Their desire for such things is simply based upon what society has agreed that is a status symbol and nothing more, nothing more, and to keep the industry going it relies upon the image of beautiful, young successful and ignorant women (and men). Women who wax (or laser) ever bit of body hair off of themselves, and then compensate with a thick warm coat of fur. Is it warm? Certainly it is! But is it like exploitative porn or rather those "death porn" snuff films, or better yet, is it not anything like buying a kidney off a Chinese teenage girl and allowing her to die so that she can't even spend the money she "earned"?

When is MY life and my body your commodity? Who is buying it and who is earning from it? It goes down to the drugs prescribed to "lengthen" my "suffering" while causing me to pay for every minute of it RATHER than curing me. And when I am considered not worthy of the gift of life and that someone else is much more worth this gift we are all given as creatures and babies of our mother "Earth", someone will sacrifice my life, collect that which is quantifiable and move along, never thinking once of the consequences, never thinking that there is a soul, or energy or essence that has animated my purpose and physical manifestation. And when karma comes to play its roll, they can easily give this karmic guilt to someone else and make their society and culture bare the burden of it. And the cycle completes itself.

I am here to relinquish my "karmic debt" that was never mine to begin with, for I had been coerced into believing that this guilt was mine to take. It was never mine for I am innocent, I am innocent of war, and of a number of crimes people connect to an idea of "race" and the colour that my skin has, which has nothing to do with my blood or genetic background. This "karmic debt" I still must burden if I live in any country which has made choices I participated in in any way, or has made me "pay into" in any way. I must confess I feel innocent of this "crime" but because of my cowardness am NOT, because the only way I could be free from guilt is to speak out. However in order to fulfill this speaking out, I would have to disrupt my "normal life" and the normal lives of others in the process. Allowing for this bliss creates my guilt.

And this is something I have unsubscribed from:


my comment:
"I think after that display I will unsubscribe, because its about men and what men wishing what women should be for men, and although I think there would be no problem with it if people were not targeting races to abort, or classes to abort its basically about men still using women as they wish and never having to face the consequences. You will never see planned parenthood world wide talk of women's health issues, just freedom of sex with men, so why not make an ad vasectomy or responsibility?"

I would elaborate farther and say that this video this video was about giving women the right to choose what men give them the right to choose. But if this is the case than isn't obvious more than often people choose to do things to make life easier? Isn't it easier for everyone involved? Sure, but life isn't supposed to be easy. I believe that abortion is and will always be a personal issue, but more and more its about the commodity of the female body to be used by men as they wish without care of what happens to the female. If it were about women and freedom there would be so much more involved, but this commercial was stated by a "man's man" that a fetus is not even a baby but rather a clump of cells. Well he's a man, he should know, right?

Men, excuse me, if this is anything, its a choice that a woman would have to make on her own, if she has this choice, and certainly, no one is going over to the American planned parenthood areas in the "Black" and "Hispanic" neighbourhoods and saying to them, "please stop, God doesn't want you to kill your baby"... that's because they have a rather racist God most of the time and they don't see a Eugenics agenda in every policy made. Even here, even here... secretly foreign women of the "darker" skinned variety are encouraged behind the backs of their husbands and fathers, mothers and brothers to abort.

This is a part of the spell of a death encouraging culture, you set value upon those who breed, some will have lesser, and some will have more. Those who determine this don't even realize that they do because the indoctrination is so pervasive.

Life is hope, don't make it have to "produce" or show its credits, its papers or its so called "value" because we are all born with the same value, we are all conceived with the same value, what we add to this in love is the thing that gives so much more, but please, if this is anything worth reading, remember to love those who need it the most, those who can not see themselves out of the paper bag of the "death culture" who can not see right from wrong and those who only think that they are furnishing themselves with a little more food on the table when they kill something, and those that have been indoctrinated to accept a pragmatic view of life which excludes the hope of the soul and the life force.

Oh Death! (Camper Van Beethoven)