daytime napping.. just because I need to
Funny thing about dreaming.. If I don't write it all down, something comes along and knocks it out of my mind.. for example the night before, I don't recall after going and taking a nap in the morning.. yeah.. I needed to sleep.. and something I've been doing is when I realize I am dreaming, I start "meditating".. and within this, I've been making a positive attempt to "heal" some of my aflictions as well as understand some ideas of perception.. on of which has been Time and Space.
As I started to dream this morning, I dreamt of voices.. and thought to myself in the dream, "if I dream I am hearing voices, does that mean I'm "suffering" from some psychotic break or something like that.. and yet, when I woke up inside of the dream and explored aspects of the rooms and places within my home which has become somehow different with perspective, it seemed within this dream, this exploration was about getting help and daring to touch thing things which were the exact things which could harm me..
In my waking up into this dream, I dreamt my son was at home with his grandmother (our home IS connected by a hallway in real life) in the dream the hallway is much larger and that the house itself had changed and I was walking around with my son exploring these areas between the two areas of the house.. the inbetween areas. Then I saw a lady, she was a social worker or someone from his school, and she wanted to say hello to me, and she brought a whole group of people with different animals, some of which were dogs of various breeds, cats and even a large black panther... and I was talking to this lady and she explained that my son didn't want to make contact with any of the animals.. and the lady said it was because he explained about our pet cat dying last year.. where as I wanted to reach out and pet every one of those animals.. including the panther.. but then I was told after I touched the panther that it was very dangerous to do and that I didn't have permission.
Upon them leaving, with the animals, I thought the animal "therapy" would have been a good way to open up my son to social contact with new people..
As I started to dream this morning, I dreamt of voices.. and thought to myself in the dream, "if I dream I am hearing voices, does that mean I'm "suffering" from some psychotic break or something like that.. and yet, when I woke up inside of the dream and explored aspects of the rooms and places within my home which has become somehow different with perspective, it seemed within this dream, this exploration was about getting help and daring to touch thing things which were the exact things which could harm me..
In my waking up into this dream, I dreamt my son was at home with his grandmother (our home IS connected by a hallway in real life) in the dream the hallway is much larger and that the house itself had changed and I was walking around with my son exploring these areas between the two areas of the house.. the inbetween areas. Then I saw a lady, she was a social worker or someone from his school, and she wanted to say hello to me, and she brought a whole group of people with different animals, some of which were dogs of various breeds, cats and even a large black panther... and I was talking to this lady and she explained that my son didn't want to make contact with any of the animals.. and the lady said it was because he explained about our pet cat dying last year.. where as I wanted to reach out and pet every one of those animals.. including the panther.. but then I was told after I touched the panther that it was very dangerous to do and that I didn't have permission.
Upon them leaving, with the animals, I thought the animal "therapy" would have been a good way to open up my son to social contact with new people..
posted by AstroSphinx | 10:34 pm
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