last night's dream..
When I was a child the most re-occuring theme I've had was a tornado theme...
although I had a few other dreams last night, the most violent was towards the end.. in its relationship to all the other dreams of last night, it was obviously isolated by a definate start.
It begins off with me at the top of this huge house, out in the middle of nowhere, quite possibly as in the "Wizard of Oz", Kansas, although I've never been there, perhaps something I read made me think of it..(see Adam Star's blogg for details about Dogs as symbols) It was mentioned in something I read.. and this film was the template for all the tornado nightmares I had as a child...since it was the first film I really watched besides "Yellow Submerine".
So here I am in a room at the top of this huge house, looking out the window searching the sky for any sign of trouble.. in a room full of cats (Adam Star's blogg to blame again!) and then I notice the cats are a bit disturbed; and I realized that although I couldn't see a tornado, I could FEEL it coming to knock the house down... now I thought, I was all alone in this house, aside from these cats, and we all started down to the stairs to the middle and then bottom room to get to the celler; We couldn't go outside because the winds were starting to blow, and there was an entrance to the celler INSIDE the house, via the suddenly enormous kitchen... at first seemingly quite empty.. When I look to see the celler, not only was it locked, but it was locked because there was poison inside, it had been freshly fumigated for some reason, and no one could go in without getting fataly poisoned.
This posed a serious problem, because as I look into this vast courtyard, built inside and around the dinning area, it was a military weapon's fair.. something like that only it wasn't exactly weapon's but furniture.. and I even made a joke to the people selling these things but calmly told a lady who was involved with everything for some reason, to get these people to a safe location because a tornado was about to hit.. and she would speak to them and ease them so they wouldn't panic.. where as if I did, I would get them either angry OR I would make them anxious.. and she did and we were by the window in the dinning room, with a solid wall and we all started to hit thr ground and the people I told to get under the table... and I covered the lady.. as the wall was swept away in the wind.
Now after everything had blown over.. and the house was partially wreaked.. we were ok, but it turned out that I peice of a skull from a newborn baby fell on me.. a bone from a baby.. and upon seeing this surprisingly clean bone fragment.. I could see so much in that bone, I was sad and couldn't stop crying because somewhere there was a baby who died...(for some reason I can't help but cry when I think of how I felt in that dream at this very moment).. and the death of people reveiled a conspricey.. the point is that many people were never reported being born, so their bodies were never counted as being DEAD.. and this was also upsetting because in some way, they knew it was going to happen..and they may have even planned for it.
although I had a few other dreams last night, the most violent was towards the end.. in its relationship to all the other dreams of last night, it was obviously isolated by a definate start.
It begins off with me at the top of this huge house, out in the middle of nowhere, quite possibly as in the "Wizard of Oz", Kansas, although I've never been there, perhaps something I read made me think of it..(see Adam Star's blogg for details about Dogs as symbols) It was mentioned in something I read.. and this film was the template for all the tornado nightmares I had as a child...since it was the first film I really watched besides "Yellow Submerine".
So here I am in a room at the top of this huge house, looking out the window searching the sky for any sign of trouble.. in a room full of cats (Adam Star's blogg to blame again!) and then I notice the cats are a bit disturbed; and I realized that although I couldn't see a tornado, I could FEEL it coming to knock the house down... now I thought, I was all alone in this house, aside from these cats, and we all started down to the stairs to the middle and then bottom room to get to the celler; We couldn't go outside because the winds were starting to blow, and there was an entrance to the celler INSIDE the house, via the suddenly enormous kitchen... at first seemingly quite empty.. When I look to see the celler, not only was it locked, but it was locked because there was poison inside, it had been freshly fumigated for some reason, and no one could go in without getting fataly poisoned.
This posed a serious problem, because as I look into this vast courtyard, built inside and around the dinning area, it was a military weapon's fair.. something like that only it wasn't exactly weapon's but furniture.. and I even made a joke to the people selling these things but calmly told a lady who was involved with everything for some reason, to get these people to a safe location because a tornado was about to hit.. and she would speak to them and ease them so they wouldn't panic.. where as if I did, I would get them either angry OR I would make them anxious.. and she did and we were by the window in the dinning room, with a solid wall and we all started to hit thr ground and the people I told to get under the table... and I covered the lady.. as the wall was swept away in the wind.
Now after everything had blown over.. and the house was partially wreaked.. we were ok, but it turned out that I peice of a skull from a newborn baby fell on me.. a bone from a baby.. and upon seeing this surprisingly clean bone fragment.. I could see so much in that bone, I was sad and couldn't stop crying because somewhere there was a baby who died...(for some reason I can't help but cry when I think of how I felt in that dream at this very moment).. and the death of people reveiled a conspricey.. the point is that many people were never reported being born, so their bodies were never counted as being DEAD.. and this was also upsetting because in some way, they knew it was going to happen..and they may have even planned for it.
posted by AstroSphinx | 11:09 pm
2 Comments:
Wow! I'm sorry if I contributed to your nightmare. Eek. Never my intent of course. The part, with the fragment of bone, made me feel like crying just reading about it. I know it doesn't probably feel very nice, but you have lovely, vivid dreams. Not just movie-like, but actual movies at times. That's a talent, I think a rare one. A psychic talent. The symbol of the tornado...well I don't want to clumsily fumble around your dream symbols, but it is very striking. Thank you for sharing this.
The tornado tells me of events out of my control, that I can only control myself, but in every one of my tornado dreams when I was younger, no one was listening when I said, there was something coming and now, in this one, as in my older years people ARE finally listening.. but this situation was at least where I contributed to saving people... but I couldn't save everyone...
It was how you managed to touch upon a few personal key symbols.. they found a place to be.. and I understand my mind is telling me something important using these symbols otherwise it wouldn't be so trumatic, you know what I mean? Thanks for responding!
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